[K PROJECT POST]

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[General K project musebox post.]

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[twoflames]

We can do more than kiss. [ Fushimi isn't subtle at all, gently working his fingers deeper into Misaki's hair so that they rub at his scalp. A glance at the floor where he'd dropped his school bag, and he looks back at him. ] I came prepared.

[skaterflames]

[ He follows the glance but it doesn't quite compute yet. What could he have brought along? ]

Prepared for what?

[twoflames]

[ Fushimi leans back and actually gives him a smile before answering him. He touches his cheek with the tips of his fingers. ] Sex.

[skaterflames]

Wh-what?! [ But they're both guys! How does that even work?! His cheeks heat up impossibly at the idea that his best friend had been planning for this possibility. ]

[twoflames]

Intercourse. I brought everything we would need to do it.

[ He says it rather nonchalant, still looking at him with a hopeful expression that says Misaki should just give in without a fight. ]

[skaterflames]

[ He chews his lip a bit, this is starting to go really fast... ]

How does it even work with two guys...?

[twoflames]

[ He's not disagreeing, and Fushimi takes his curiosity as a good sign. ] I researched it a while ago and brought a diagram. Let me show it to you.

[ Except he's not moving, just looking at Yata as if it's the most natural thing in the world to say. ]

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[ He stares at Fushimi, not quite believing that he was this prepared. ]

...You made a diagram?

[twoflames]

It's printed. I assumed you would understand that better before we tried it.

[ He squints just a little, glasses still somewhere off to the side, and Fushimi moves off him to retrieve several pages from his bag, which he promptly hands to Misaki before sitting on the bed again. ]

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[ He reads it quietly, but Fushimi can watch the progress of his face getting redder as he continues reading. How is this even a thing?! Where did Fushimi even find this information?! And finally... ]

It goes where?!

[twoflames]

[ Fushimi shrugs, not particularly bothered by the mechanics of it; it didn't take much when he really thought about it, and he'd had a while to adjust to the idea. ]

I don't have a problem with it. Penetration can be eased by lubricant, and I brought that too. [ A pause, hands in his lap. ] I want to give you my virginity, Misaki.

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But... [ He chews his lip, trying to figure out how to tell Fushimi this is too much, too fast without pissing him off. ]

Isn't it kinda fast...?

[twoflames]

No. I've already decided. [ Someone like Misaki might not understand, but he'd made up his mind a while ago. But— ] I can wait.

[skaterflames]

[ Yata sighs and leans over to kiss Fushimi again. It's easier this time, kissing him. Hopefully it's enough to keep Fushimi happy. ]

You got my first kiss, isn't that enough for the moment?

[twoflames]

[ This kiss is welcome, but the words are not. Fushimi doesn't move to reciprocate, letting Misaki kiss him and just gripping at the edge of his shirt in return. ]

How long do I have to wait?

[skaterflames]

[ He frowns, that tone putting an unpleasant feeling in the pit of his gut. ]

Why does it matter?

[twoflames]

[ He lets him go, reaching around Misaki to retrieve his glasses. Fushimi doesn't put them on though; he simply folds them closed and clenches them in his hand. ]

I want to be better prepared when it happens.

[skaterflames]

Well I dunno when I'll be ready. I never even thought about kissing anyone before today so it's just kinda fast is all.

[ He draws up his knees a bit and doesn't try to reach out to Fushimi again. Yata just doesn't understand how he could expect him to be okay with the idea of sex so quickly. ]

[twoflames]

[ He chews at his lip, a precursor to grinding his teeth, and he rubs at his cheek out of nervousness. Stretching, Fushimi leans to press his forehead against one of the arms he has wrapped around his knees. ]

I'm sorry, Misaki.

[skaterflames]

For which part?

[ Because he knows Fushimi, and he might not be sorry for everything. ]

[twoflames]

Tch. [ There goes the slight grind of his teeth. He moves his head to look at him. ] Everything but the kissing.

[skaterflames]

...Good. 'Cause I'm not sorry about that part either.

[ He's surprisingly comfortable with this new blurring of the lines between them. ]

[twoflames]

[ Fushimi doesn't say anything in response, the frown that was beginning to show replaced with a smile. He wraps his arms around Misaki, drawing him into a hug as a quiet thank you. ]

[skaterflames]

[ He hugs Fushimi back, relieved that he seems to be calmer now. ]